it takes a fool to remain sane

Guess who's back? MOI

First of all, this blog is for my Friends, nobody else. So you people (one who is half criminal and has a FULLY criminal terrorist boyfriend and another one who is just the former ones tag-along with no mind of her own) who read my blog and think you have the right to make judgments about the life I have chosen to lead, you can stop reading and get your own damn lives. Pathetic.

Alright so I finally have internet now, no more stealing from our neighbors. What has been uppening?

Birthday partay again: Another friend had a Birthday, his party was insanely fun, but not for me since I had to take care of a friend who had too much to drink and didn't have her ID so therefore couldn't enter the club. I had to walk back to Ability Towers with her and wait for the others to come back a few hours later. But still, a nice night.

Visitation: One of my homegirls came and visited. As usual we got into a whole lot of crazy shenanigans. We went to Club Mayfair on Friday the 13th with some other friends, around 3 in the morning when the others left we stayed a bit longer then a little while later when we decided to go home too, I saw a guy I had danced with earlier, he invited us to his flat and we accepted because frankly we didn't feel like going home just yet. So we ended up there and fell asleep even though I promised myself to go home and sleep in my own bed. Woke up around 8 in the morning and realized I had class in one hour so I didn't have time to go home, shower and change. We went to my class dressed in party clothes and make-up from the night before. It was definitely not a pretty sight.
Later that night we decided that we were too tired to go clubbing again so made plans to go to some pub in Piccadilly, but ended up in the club On Anon anyway ( two guys wanted us to pretend to be their friends because the staff wouldn't let them in without girls) so we danced like freaks and told all guys that we were lovers (it was Valentine’s day after all) and when they didn't believe us I kissed her as proof. Twice.
Then we came back around 2 in the morning got her bags and I went with her to Victoria Coach station where she took a bus to Stansted. I got home around 5 and went straight to bed. I spent pretty much the whole Sunday sleeping since I hadn't gotten much sleep all week being with my friend and all.

Lost my mind: I lost my mind, well actually it's just on vacation but I don't think it will return. I'm turning 20, the big TWO OH in the near future and to be honest it's terrifying. I will leave the teenage years behind. I will no longer be a teen, I will be considered as an adult and I'm not sure I'm ready for that. I mean I still fight with kids about lollipops. Also I noticed that I now have wrinkles, around my eyes and mouth when I smile. This is awful. It could be a side-effect of losing and gaining weight continuously, drinking so much and smoking a minimum of 10 cigarettes a day. So now I will have to stop smiling or making any facial movements, buy an anti-wrinkle cream and maybe consider Botox. Life is over.

Well now that I've had my dramatic moment I'm going to stop writing, it keeps you wanting more doesn't it?